February 2, 2014 § Leave a comment
What shall I say to you love
My love, you have started to quote poetry.
I am astonished, confused and sent to heaven and hell, love.
Was that in my memory or for a new love?
I have been indulging in futile acts, love.
Acts without you are futile to life
Your absence left my practicality to work.
But how does it matter, when I have my personal wife?
How we may love what we get?
When what we want, never stays ours.
Abide by duty and follow thy path.
Let fate decide our stars.
Then happy those whom Fate, that is the stronger,
Together twists their threads, & yet draws hers the longer.
– Aurelian Townshend
September 23, 2012 § 1 Comment
Am learning to let go. Just be.
Learning to get used to the absence of me.
Changes have always been hard.
Acceptance is just a start.
Who am I going to discover today?
A new me.
A new way.
A life style change.
Am trying to get used to living this way.
December 12, 2011 § Leave a comment
I open the book of memory that we wrote those days.
I see the pictures unfold.
A tear unrolls down my cheek as I walk the same roads alone.
I don’t know what good will I get, I don’t know what shore. But I gotta tell you this today, that each day I love you more.
And yet I know how hard it is, for the meeting to be. For, far you have gone away that you don’t even want to see me. There is so much glitter in your eyes, that you miss my misery. You fail to notice my forgiveness, as you figure out what your future prospects will be.
I am left here facing the same traffic that we once crossed together. Your memory creeping to torture my soul, whispering your absence now and hereafter.
I cry alone, to set your thoughts free.