January 4, 2015 § Leave a comment
I dreamt of an invasion
Ill treatment of my intellect
No sense of my education
De barred from freedom
I dreamt of an invasion
Respect of my intellect
My thoughts as a tool
A support to empower people.
November 20, 2014 § 2 Comments
Left a thousand unsaid
Because a million emotions were felt
On the threshold of leaving them to rest,
The horizon got painted in hues of dreams blessed.
December 5, 2012 § Leave a comment
Should I celebrate or mourn?
You left me all alone
To make way for a ‘nice’.
The layers have build up of the cast
It pains my heart to see the start
Of the happy, mesmerized life
I had asked for your love
Rejection is all you replied
Then came by a dream.
Everything I had asked for you in
Everything caring, everything frank
Perfect. He loves me with all his might.
Am so confused
Its like a roller coaster ride
I have been forced upon
I am so damaged n crippled
That a simple beam of sunlight makes me want to run away and hide
Goodness seems wrong. Everything wrong, right.
Acceptance is being so hard
Am fighting and avoiding with all my might.
All my energies, still craving for you
But you have already pushed me aside
I have nowhere to go but to the inviting light
Its calling my name all the while I am straining to hear a word from you
Oh nothing seems right
Nothing seems right
Swallow me inside n build a new me after the turmoil.
August 27, 2012 § 1 Comment
My words go unheard,
Lost between a million blogs
I need contacts to make my mark
Yet I wish to remain anonymous
to lead daily peace
Away from competitive minds
I don’t want to know about market price
I just want to sit and wait for the sun to rise
Feel the rain, and take a fresh breath inside.
Create things, you can never dream of
Portray beauty in its pure form
Dance like a peacock on the stage.
Be who I am
And relish this only life.
But these times require the economies
The accounts and the business leash
Or I’ll get swallowed by the giant crane
The industrialised n the capitalised state.
So I forget what I love and play
And write in those meetings for the blank face.
And dream about the day to come
When this era ends, and mine comes.
August 6, 2012 § Leave a comment
This safe, secure fairytale which seized to remain
The make belief world, where only good reclaimed
At each step I am reminded that evil prevails
Be a bitch and strive
Kick the dog out of sight, and make your way on this hell’s trails
Honesty, saints all fail
Act guilt free today
If you want the dream, then take it
You just can’t wait for heaven’s parade.
June 23, 2012 § Leave a comment
For a brief span of time i actually believed that you love me.
For a brief span of time, my heart skipped a beet.
But wrongfully that was not what it was
and yet again a little piece inside me died.
I feel all alone now
A vacant space below.
You made me wait, you came,
but were never here to stay.
Sweet talking, you had made your way.
It’s the hundredth time my heart breaks
and nothing remains
Its hopeless, i feel to fall in love again
when you have to leave to never return again
No hope anywhere.
Other aspects are also pushing over me
Bending me down low beneath.
Oh, its so hard to stay strong
I just want to sit down n weep
But tears don’t seem to creep,
through the eyelids of my dream
Helpless to not give up
I don’t scream. Instead
Try to work out things,
Better than what they seem.
June 19, 2012 § 1 Comment
I walk about in nude dreams. So serene. So naïve.
I walk about in narrow lanes and wide streets
Where do we belong? Who are we?
Have we got a choice?
I don’t know my next turn,
or if the spoken words are empty lies?
What’s behind that face?
A faded scar? A fake smile?
Build the courage you need to get to it
Before your life flies
For there is no tomorrow,
There is no yesterday
All we have with us is,
Only this day
Walk a mile on your foot
For there is no success to life,
Without the hard way
Without the hard way.